Love. that is a scary word. so many connotations. so simple, yet so complex. i want to say it. i need to say it. but it scares me to say it, and have it said to me.
i got hurt pretty bad when Julie left.
love seems like a foreign word now. you say it and i want to feel it, and to some extent i do. but i also am scared. i don't want things to end up bad.